My lips shining scarlet red, I allured you.
Shame is my name, pain was the game.
No longer blind...and cleansed to be dirty.
A fuck up with no strategy.
Manic persuasion cradling your ego, I can't imagine what I've got left.
Take me away from my world to make me a garden in your own.
This life induced with amphetamines is crumbling far too fast.
Leeching my morality to nourish your stability.
A guilt you can never repair, that day you lost my naivety.
Fall in love did I, with the simplistics of human-bliss.
No more!
I've remembered how to be strong enough to reject.
I've gotta slit the breast of affection I craved from those around me.
Weened of adoration and greedy for vendetta.
8/11/09
This one is awesome, bring back many memories of my own. Aside from the fact that I go for opiates rather than amphetamines. Red and delicious, brings much more to mind also, and its a good mix in my mind. Also- Said it, out loud (not something I often do) and the sound of how the words go together was great
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